About Idle Speculation

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I have spent an inordinate amount of time thinking about things that may provide me with no benefit for no real purpose other than that it seems, to me, that overthinking is my natural mental state, especially when I am alone. However, I like to imagine myself as a person of action who takes the lead and does things. This inner conflict, between how I like to imagine myself and my natural state, has lead me to explore and attempt to describe things, which are difficult to describe, in terms of generalizable principles.